This just reminds me of when I was a kid.
I never thought I’d be good with kids. But they make me happy just being around them. They’re like…free and innocent. I don’t remember ever being that way. I’m glad you are doing something. That’s a good thing.
I’m glad. We both had pretty interesting upbringings. It’s so nice to hear you’re finding some of that happiness again. When you find something that reminds you of kindness and innocence, you can’t ever let it go. They’re a great lifeline for you. I’m ready to put more roots down. I’m tired of being the one who always leaves, and that no one trusts. Having Justin and, to some degree, you is great, but I can’t help but feel like I’m ready for more. Therapy has been going really well lately.
This just reminds me of when I was a kid.
No. I mean I volunteer and work with the kids. I enjoy that. I feel like I’m giving back. I think that’s all I could emotionally deal with.
Understandable. I’m shit with kids over age 2 and under age 14, but I just feel like I’ve been taking so long that I need to find a way to give back some. I don’t like being the groupie girlfriend. I want to do something with my life more than be “the girl.”
This just reminds me of when I was a kid.
Thanks San, I appreciate that. I’m doing my best with what I have. But I do feel better. I guess we are lucky huh?
We really are lucky. Have you… well have you given any thought to doing any outreach stuff? I’m sure there are a lot of people that you could help with your story. Justin and I have been talking some, and I’m looking into getting qualified as a grief counselor. Sometimes people just need to know that someone out there cares.
This just reminds me of when I was a kid.
The boys won their game today.
I know with you and Rachel being a little… strained… right now it’s probably not the best time for me to be talking to you. I really don’t want to upset Rachel. But I just wanted to say congratulations, and that I’m kind of proud of you. Can I be proud of you? I don’t know. Anyway, you’re really getting your life together, and it makes me really happy to see since I’ve also seen you at your lowest.
Definitely not letting Rachel out of my sight.
I just enjoy having a somewhat normal life, coming home to my own bed every night, eating at my favorite restaurant. It’s crazy but it makes me really happy. Oh you caught my show? It’s fun, I never thought I’d enjoy radio but I really think I can get used to it.
I’m so happy for you—for both of you. You seem like you finally have it figured out. I can safely say you have a face for radio. But really, it was great. I understood a lot of it, and your callers really seemed to be into it. It’s a pretty perfect job for you.
Definitely not letting Rachel out of my sight.
Thanks…I’m sure she’ll be fine soon as long as she stays in bed. I noticed you and Justin seemed busy. That’s the life of touring though. Probably the part I don’t miss too.
It isn’t… well it isn’t bad I guess. I can see why you wouldn’t miss it though. I can’t wait until all of it is done with, and he and I can settle into a life that somehow resembles normalcy instead of hotel room after hotel room. Hey—speaking of traveling and hotel rooms—I heard your dulcet tones on my radio the other morning when we had to get up at some ungodly hour. You sounded good, Hudson.
Definitely not letting Rachel out of my sight.
She’s got a fever and the chills…even though she’s denying both as she stands there shivering.
Am I allowed to wish that she’ll feel better? Or is that over-stepping my bounds? How have you two been doing? Justin and I kind of dropped off the face of the planet for a while. We’re both so dead from touring it takes too much effort to log on in what little freetime we have.
Sorry I’ve been radio silent for the past few days.
I’ve been working through some personal things and just focusing on myself for once. This tour is insane, and I’m not even on stage every night. I hope all of you are doing well. I’ve been a little out of the loop.
Finn Hudson debuts on Boomer and Carton…
Well I hope so. I’d marry her right now if she let me. Never been more sure of anything in my life. But I want her to have her wedding.
Well it looks like she’s going to have her wedding. Big weddings aren’t really my thing, but Rachel seems to really be loving it. That is just… the sweetest thing ever, Finn.
Finn Hudson debuts on Boomer and Carton…
I’m sure she will too. December seems like a lifetime away though.
Time is all relative. It’s barely been a month since the accident, and already it feels like it’s a lifetime away. I’m sure you’ll be married before you even know it.
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